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[09 Nov 2009|02:07pm] wow, girls & their low self esteem really makes me sad...

I'm a mess [07 Aug 2009|09:30am] Mike is going to ny today, as he does every single year... me? Oh I cried last night, this morning before he went to work & right now, too & I haven't even dropped him off @ the airport. I don't think it does this to me every year? Ahh. Hopefully ill be able to go meet him next thursday to be in time for a little drinking with his friends & the wedding. But dangit am I going to be lonely. The perfect answer tonight though: going to see the ugly truth with my bffs. Seriously! =] <3. I'm sure I'll write again soon lj. & everyone: sorry for being emo! Hahaha. Really after 5 years I'm still like this? Pathetic! Ahh. Ok bye <3 > !(*#

[22 Dec 2008|10:52am] [ music | rilo kiley ] ( obsessed ) I have to get ready for work, I haven't posted since like june in here. I'm sure you miss me. oh & come to my house on christmas & drink & play video games... only if i like you! =] && ps. I'm sooo excited for christmas! woo! > !(*#

[02 Jun 2008|04:59pm] ( newyork ) =]

[29 May 2008|08:34am] ok, this whole sleeping alone thing needs to stop. haha, i put a body pillow next to me, to psyche myself out that it's mike. pretty pathetic. only 3 more nights to go, though. I'll post pictures & tell everyone about new york later, i just don't have time right now. I have my last final, my math final in about 2 hours. yeahh. wish me luck! & then tonight, right when it turns jenny's birthday, we're going to see sex & the city. ok, i am going to be such an awful girl & say that i'm soooooo excited to see the movie, it looks so good... ohmygoodness. i am so excited!!! hhahaha. ahh, such a girl. anyway, i hope everyone has a good day & remember to wish jenny a happy birthday!! (it's tomorrow!!) oxoxoxoxoox

[06 May 2008|10:21am] hi. i'm super stressed. & i don't know how to handle it other than cry. which makes me a fucking crybaby all the time. too much at once & no one gets it. the economy fucking sucks right now. and there's nothing we can fucking do. let's just all hope mccain doesn't get put into office. the economy will get itself back up in a couple years. these couple years are going to suck. i want a hybrid. ok bye.

[30 Apr 2008|09:41am] w00tw00t. i think i'm just hopping on a plane at 5am to see my grandparents!!!! and to go to disneyworld. eee. so excited =]

[21 Apr 2008|05:12pm] uhm, i'd like Barefoot Contessa to be my mother, best friend, or lesbian lover... ANYTHING. > !(*#

[10 Apr 2008|10:13am] hah. i had a romance with jack black in my dreams last night. yes, dreams. hahaha. & it started out with him puking. ?

[23 Feb 2008|09:45pm] oh my gosh. i just made banana nut bread & it's so amazing. wow. ok. bye =] you're lucky you're friends with me. cause i make some damn good food. hahaaaa

[12 Feb 2008|07:37pm] stupid decision, polaroid.

[07 Feb 2008|09:50am] ugh. i can't wait to get out of where i am. i love where i am & it's so comfortable. i think i can get enough confidence to get out of where i am, though. i don't know why i don't capitalize my i's. i hope you all voted. this is going to be exciting america! i can't wait to see how things turn out. ♥ first come, first serve for math gotta go. =]

2007 [31 Dec 2007|02:42pm] ( 2007 )

today. [30 Dec 2007|05:16pm] i was just at winnetka watching juno, we were almost a quarter through the movie & a girl screamed call 911, call an ambulance! & we have no idea what happened, they finally got the lights turned on & a person working at the movie theatre came in & the guy whom i'm assuming it was walked down fine... i called 911 & got them to send an ambulance... but i don't know if he was fine or not... but let me tell you it was scary... i hope he's ok.

[11 Dec 2007|08:49am] damn i'm so stressed out that i randomly break out into tears. this semester has got me wanting to die. work has got me wanting to be 5 & friends? ahh. i can't even go there. my family is amazing & so glad that i've come to know support and love from a family, which i had never really experienced; since everyone is an east coaster. my boyfriend and i are amazing. he's so good to me, i'd honestly never want anything different. i have a 500$ ticket due in a week & after paying said ticket, i'll be broke like i haven't been for a very long time. that'll be interesting. i'm accustomed to having a little cushion. oh well i've been there, i can be there again i suppose. =] i feel so bad that my emotions go farther than i'd like them to sometimes, but what can i do about that right? & i've finally learned not to do so much for people, in the end, they barely remember. why waste time, energy, money, yourself... when someone isn't going to appreciate it? there's no reason. i'll try to be better, so i never hurt like i am now. i want to stay in bed & cry. but i can't... there's too much to do.

a weekend of [19 Nov 2007|11:18am] i went to texas this weekend to get away. i found a couple of the same things & a lot that was different. i'm proud of my mom. we did cartwheels in her living room. now i feel like i have a cold & i want to eat soup & i have too many bug bites to count. goodbye =]

marg. [05 Nov 2007|09:46am] i watched 28 stupid weeks later. which resulted in me getting... maybe 4 hours of sleep... aawesome.. oh & then, my alarm for work didn't go off. today will be splendid =]

[02 Nov 2007|09:24pm] YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT I FEEL LIKE? ZOIDBERG...

[22 Oct 2007|07:25pm] fire scares the shit out of me & the fact that they're so close to my friends and me is terrifying. thank God they were able to put out the fire by my house. but i hope and pray things are okay for my friends & everyone else affected by these fires.

[17 Sep 2007|06:12pm] ( because you're worth it too ) don't read this it's full of grammatical & spelling errors. oh & fuck you.

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